I am returning and promising you a lot more post! Okay, so I started writing this post about 2 months ago so that I could remember all the details so I could share them with you! So read on :)
OMG, BFP!
December 15th, 2010
I am in total and complete shock! Okay for those of you who have no idea what BFP means... well I will explain! It means
Big Fat Positive (pregnancy test of course)! The hubs and I have been secretly trying to conceive for about 5 months now... We let it take its course and when God thought we were ready he would bless us with a baby, but this came as a complete shock!!!! I had been feeling nauseous for about a week and a half but wasn't sure from what, so I let it go and thought let me just wait and see if aunt flow comes.... well as you might guess aunt flow never showed, so then I thought well lets just wait and see if maybe stress was making her late... well I waited 5 days already and thought I'll give it until Friday (7 days) and then I'd have no choice but to take a test. Well of course I couldn't wait for another 2 days seeing that I really had no signs that aunt flow would show her face except a few cramps here and there. So, I kept it in the back of my head....
So Wednesday morning (3:45am) I woke up because I had fallen asleep much earlier then usual that night like 8:30pm ... So I begin playing Doodle fit on my phone trying to get past the level that I had been playing before I has fallen asleep but I still couldn't pass it, so I put the phone down and I just laid there thinking hmmmm should I creep out of bed now and sneak into the bathroom and dare take this test at what now was probably 4:00 am... back and fourth in my head I kept thinking do it... no wait until Friday.. NO DO IT NOW! LOL So tip-toed out the room trying not to wake the hubs, I open the door and saw the hubs move so I gently said I have to go pee so that he wouldn't get up to check on me because he know I wasn't feeling good. I was safely went into the bathroom took out a box of test out from under the sink ...pulled one out struggling to open it and trying to hold in my pee at the same time... finally got it open and peed on the stick and sat it on the sink! Ugh I sat there waiting there as the little hourglass kept flashing and thought okay I know it's not going to say that I am pregnant and then I'll just go back to bed... then it hit me and I prayed to God and said God what ever it reads I know it's for a reason and everything will be fine! So I turned my head knowing that it would read NOT PREGNANT... to find it reading PREGNANT! The next thing that came out of my mouth was HOLY SHIT I'M PREGNANT I covered my face and began to cry and laugh at the same time while I continued to say HOLY SHIT! lol My next thought was should I tell the hubs now, should I think of a cool way to surprise him later that day or should I wait until Christmas !!! Hell no right now is the best time lol ( remember it's 4 something in the morning) so I creep out of the bathroom pee stick in hand I walked into the room as soon as I opened the door the hubs asked me if I was feeling of... I said yeah I'm fine but can I turn the light on, he says sure. I turn the light on and then slowly crawl into bed put the pee stick right in his face and waited for him to open his tightly sealed eyes... he slowly opened one and then the other and said what's this! He looked up at me and said your pregnant? I said yup... so he opens his arms and we hugged and began to cry tear of joy!!!! We both laid there in total shock thinking out loud about what's going to happen next!!
We're having a BABY!
*This blog is my pregnancy journal where I will document my pregnancy so that I can one day look back and read all about it!
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